Did your “heart stir you up”?
And Moses called Bezaleel and Aholiab, and every wise hearted man, in whose heart the LORD had put wisdom, even every one whose heart stirred him up to come unto the work to do it: Exodus 36:2.
No one can explain it. It is different with everyone, but something happened. You knew it then and even in the worst of times you will need to remember it. When it gets tough and the Devil is on your back you are going to need to remember this. You didn’t choose it. He chose you. He put the unnatural but spiritual desire in your heart. He put a “necessity on you.” He put the “woe on you.” He “stirred up your heart.” Don’t let anyone or anything rob you of that. Don’t let yourself, a “friend”, or the Devil try to explain it away. It is the most precious gift we have in our personal ministry and walk with God. He called me!