I was sitting listening to a missionary speak in our church recently and something very important dawned on me. As he spoke he showed enthusiasm. I have noticed over the years that when we are not at our church, dealing with our problems we are often able to be grateful and enthusiastic.
But then at home when the bombs are bursting in the air and things are going wrong, people are moving on to new towns and jobs and leaving our church, the bills are piling up it is easy to develop a victim attitude.
I was just sitting here thinking about how good God has been to me and then I got an email from a great family in our church that is planning on moving to another part of the state. Every time I hear that I cringe and hurt–I think you know what I mean. I would never hold up there progress and what they believe God’s will to be BUT
I will lose them, I will miss them, Our church will suffer and I don’t want them to go. It causes me to start thinking that things aren’t going good. It doesn’t matter if things are going good or not I tend to focus on the bad things–Do you do that?
I develop a Bunker Mentality. I want to retreat where I can’t get hurt again. I would rather not risk loving than lose the love or be hurt.
That begins to show in my demeanor and attitude in the pulpit and around people. Then people don’t understand what is happening but they know that something makes them uncomfortable.
Do you know what I mean? I want a praise and let’s go forward attitude. I hope you do. God is in control. He is going to work things out. Lets serve Him with joy in our hearts.